The Journey Of My Life

In my mind . . . .

2009-06-07T02:42:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking lately, how important is love and friendship. Most people say friendship is very important and yes I admit it too. Friends are the one who are going to be next to you all the time. But then, I have another thought. There are times when you should leave your friends behind.

Talking about love, some people, I mean teenagers, they see things very clear. They've planned what kind of person they wanted and some might already have their chosen one. I've heard this once from a teacher of mine, he said "as a teenager, now is the time for you to find a partner"
and again, I agree with his opinion. Some may say, we teenagers should focus more on our studies. Nowadays, at the mall, beach, cinema, you could see teenagers are holding hands with their partner, kissing each other and those things are the common thing for Bruneian teenagers.

To have problem choosing between friendship and love sucks! I know it is hard to choose. Some people just can't sit still seeing someone or their friend happy. They will do their best to destroy the relationship. Spamming their friends blog, some set up like hire someone who is kinda hot to seduce the boyfriend or the girlfriend, spreading bad rumors and etc.
Those kind of people are the one you should keep your distance. They look innocent but inside they suck. They are shits which are often cursed by people. I guess they just can't find their own happiness.

Despite all the bad things I've said about friendship, to trust your partner isn't always the right thing to do.
There are times when you should believe in your friends. Loyalty isn't the easiest thing to do. Life as a teenager is not easy, we are facing a lot of things. Loyalty is one of them.
Choosing a partner wisely is very important. Not just through the appearance but through the heart. I have plenty of love experience and I'm willing to share one of them.
Last two years, a girl added my email. I accepted the request and tried to know her. We talked to each for hours. She became my girlfriend on the same day I knew her. She was so sweet and kind. But then our relationship didn't last long. We were together just for 3 days. We realized we have nothing in common so we decided to end it.
Well, my point is do take time to know and choose a partner.

today, school library =D

2009-05-27T03:18:00.000-07:00

patang tadi aku arah sekulah tulung sir Lim edit gambar for magazine taun ani. bukan pulang aku saja. there were 5 of us, aku, badus, omar, q and hazrul. dari pukul 2 sampai 4 tadi. anu, aku liat kan dorang cerita family guy. mula2 nya sii q, inda berapa siuk (if ku inda salah dangar lah) sudah ia liat, kweng3 kenapa ketawa2? hahaha.
cerita nya kan sama macam simpson tapi ani cali lagi. mun nada sex sex tu nada tah cali tu =D

here's some of the photos tadi

ani masa awal2 masuk library. around 2.15pm lahh. liat dragon ball kali ni. entah. lupa ku.

caliii usul ku. hahaha. forgot to mention aku yg pakai baju ijau =D

khusyuk ehh aku. inda ku sadar aku kana gambar. hohoho.

badusssss dan aku.

hahahaha. ani saja. aku ambil yg ada muka ku saja. hohohohoh =D

tadi dan dimalam

2009-05-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

wahahaha. i took this photo tadi. kweng3. nada kan ku buat. sorry yoo kasar ka fuckyou tu? indakan? common thing kan tu? =)
anyway, i had a hard time last night. payah ku kan tidur. tangan ku sakit kalau aku melimpang. hohoh. kan mati kali sudah aku ni. nya bapa ku sedia2 tah. takut "gaut" saja.
whathehell is gaut kan? jenis penyakit ka tu? aku tanya bapa ku katanya atu pun inda tau. kweng3. inda pedah tanya. sakit saja telinga mendangar.

ani lagi satu. muka adiku makin itam bah yatah mama ku suruh ia cuci muka. then aku menyampuk. "ma, awie mau jua" nya mama ku bah kemari. sudah ku pakai, nah cala usulnya. macam antu. hohohohohohoho

and and i know this blog is kinda lame. i'll try my best to update more frequently. =D

something i want to share =D

2009-05-21T20:33:00.000-07:00

1. Kalau kita berjaya memotivasi diri sendiri, itu hebat, tetapi andainya kita boleh menjadikan orang lain seperti kita, itu baru hebat sangat.

2. Tak mampu buat semua - jangan tinggal semua.

3. Jangan fikirkan yang sedap saja, kadang-kadang kita kena juga telan yang pahit sebab kadang-kadang yang pahit itu ubat sedang yang sedap itu racun.

4. Tengok awan usah terlupa pada bumi yang dipijak.

5. Air mata untuk kekasih, untuk sedih dan untuk rasa pedih, tentu lebih berharga air mata tatkala gembira, berjaya dan ternama.

6. Berubah itu mungkin mudah, tapi kekal dengan perubahan yang dibuat itu mungkin payah. [ betul, betul, betul...]

7. Lebih baik memandai-mandai daripada langsung tak pandai.

8. Lantaran adanya wanita, alam menjadi indah, lantaran adanya lelaki dunia menjadi sempurna. Lantaran adanya lelaki dan wanita terkadang sempurnalah suatu kelemahan di sebalik suatu kekuatan. [ i like it...]

9. Kaya di mata orang belum tentu kaya di mata sendiri.

10. Kaya itu bukan sahaja kerana wang, boleh jadi kaya hutang, kaya anak, kaya musuh atau kaya perasaan. [ hahahaha..... betul]

11. Biar tak kaya harta tapi kaya budi, biar hanya kata-kata, kadang-kadang itu lebih bererti.

12. Bercakap itu lebih baik daripada diam, tapi diam itu lebih baik daripada bercakap perkara yang merapu.

13. Cinta agung biasanya berjalan dengan penuh berliku.

14. Jangan cakap saja, tapi buat, jangan buat saja langsung tak bercakap.

15. Baju cantik hanya sesuai untuk orang yang kemas.

16. "Sesungguhnya hajat,impian,cita-cita yang diimpikan adalah doa yang panjang dan berterusan yang sentiasa dipanjatkan pada-NYA."

17. Berkahwinlah kamu tatkala kamu benar-benar telah bersedia untuk digelar suami, isteri, ibu, ayah.

18. Biar azab kurang makan daripada azab terlebih makan.

19. Usahkan bulan, kalau nak matahari pun sanggup didekati. Usahkan badan sendiri, kalau tak nak dibiarkan berdaki.

20. Harimau yang mengaum itu tak makan orang, tapi kalau sebulan tak makan dibahamnya juga. [betul!]

21. Bertenang itu kepintaran, kelam-kabut itu kebonggokan. [setuju!]

22. Tanpa mulut lidah tak berfungsi, tanpa lidah mulut tak bererti.

23. Kalau nak tahu kita ni pendek ke tinggi, tengoklah orang yang lebih pendek, tentu kita nampak tinggi. [hahaha... memanglah...]

24. Keji itu ibarat baja, makin ditabur makin subur.

25. Memuji seorang sama seorang itu ampu namanya, mengeji di khalayak ramai tu cabaran namanya, sebab itu pujian adalah racun, cacian adalah penawar.

26. Jiwa yang tenang datang dari kehidupan yang tenang.

27. Orang tak hairan kita boleh buat majlis kahwin tiga hari tiga malam, tapi orang jadi hairan apa pasal tak pandai layan. [ani yg payah ni.... hehehe]

28.Kalau kita tak dapat buktikan kejayaan kita dalam bentuk benda itu belumlah lagi kejayaan namanya.

29.Biar buruk di mata orang tapi indah di mata TUHAN, tapi tentu lebih bagus kalau indah di mata TUHAN juga indah di mata orang.

30. Bercakap itu mudah sebab itu ramai sungguh orang melakukannya, tapi mengumpat itu lebih mudah sebab itu lebih ramai orang melakukannya.

31. Rajin itu ubat, sedang malas itu racun.

32. Hampir semua kegagalan disebabkan tersalah langkah. Salah langkah bermula daripada tersalah fikir. Tersalah fikir bermula dari gagal mengenal diri. [nice....]

33. Soal bahagia letaknya di hati, justeru jadikan hati cetusan senyum.

34. Usah terlalu hairan melihat pelangi tapi terlebih hairanlah melihat bagaimana kamu berdiri

35. Dare to be different.

36. Biar papa asal bergaya, kalau dah papa macam mana nak bergaya. [hahaha... betul!]

37. Kalau boleh ketawa senyumlah juga sebab ketawa bercampur senyum itu memang bahagia.

38. Orang baik terpancar melalui perbuatannya; orang jahat juga terpancar melalui perbuatannya. [Betul!]

39. Bukan cantik saja isunya, tapi kesihatan yang utama. Jaga makan, jaga badan bukan lawa dan hansem saja matlamatnya, tapi kesihatan matlamatnya.

40. Yang penting tindakannya bukan apa yang hanya berlegar di dalam fikirannya.

41. Kerana ada cinta orang boleh berjuang mempertahankan cintanya, tapi kerana ada cinta juga orang boleh berkorban untuk mempamerkan kebodohannya. [kenali diri sendiri sebelum mengenal apa di cinta...]

42. Kalau nak buat kerja buat betul-betul, kalau tak nak buat baik tak payah buat.

43. Orang baik jarang mengaku jahat, tapi orang jahat seronok mengaku baik.

44. Kalau kamu nak jahat, jahat betul-betul, biar macam Firaun, baru berbaloi masuk neraka. Kalau setakat tipu orang seratus dua lebih baik jadi baik betul-betul, sebab balasannya Syurga.

45. Bukan semua yang manis itu manis adakalanya di hujung lidah ia manis di hujung tekak menjadi pahit.

kemalangan paling ngeri yoooooooooooooooooo

2009-05-20T23:23:00.000-07:00

pagi itu pagi minggu. cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalan unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. tetapi saya tidak mahu. selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang. dia melanggar emak saya. emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. dia menjerit "ADOI!". lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. say pun turut berlari di belakang emak kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. feri itu terbelah dua. penumpang feri itu seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. pemandu feri itu sangat marah. dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia. lori itu bertukar menjadi robot transformer. mereka bergaduh di udara. emak saya tidak puas hati. dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di genting highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu. pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. pemandu feri itu pecah. pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. tetapi emak saya masih marah. dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. pemandu lori itu menjerit "ADOI!" dan jatuh ke bumi. emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke genting highlands. bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa inggeris. pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab soalan emak saya cakap orang putih. lalu pemandu lori itu pun mati. tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. dia membuat laporan ke ibu pejabat tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. polis bertugas cuba menyuarai orang ramai. lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati. selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. kerana terlalu penat, sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yag pernah saya lihat sebelum saya ma.ti

broken? am i?!

2009-03-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

aku inda tau apa yg ku rasa masani. pacah or masih okay. honestly, i don't care pulang pasal macam nada jua lagi kan ku pedulikan bah tapi macam ada jua sakit hati atu. i don't know to say this, aku ni banar2 nada perasaan ka? things yg i used to do kana arah aku balik. this is the 2nd time this thing jadi arah aku. 2 over 40+ =_=
sekali ku kana ani, macam ahh biar tia. who cares. bukannya ku serious pun.
i'm not really good on tapuk2 emosi. kalau sudah ku sedih tu, buat muka sedih tah ku tu. but tadi, aku macam nada apa2 wah. macam eh sial kali aku ni, nada perasaan ka. wadapak banaaaaa. maybe this is my fault jua, the god is fair. kweng3.

malam pertama =D hahaha.

2009-02-20T00:26:00.001-08:00

Seorang gadis yang bersuamikan pemain basket ball sedang berdebar-debar menantikan malam pertama setelah pesta pernikahannya.
Selepas pesta selesai mereka pun masuk bilik.Si suami terus membuka seluruh pakaiannya.

Apabila bajunya terbuka, si isteri melihat sebuah tattoo bertuliskan "Reebok" di dada suaminya.Si suami pun menerangkan bahawa tattoo tersebut dibuat sewaktu ia menjalani kontrak sebagai model iklan produk tersebut.

Tiba-tiba si suami membuka seluar panjangnya,maka terlihat satu lagi tatto lambang "Nike" di pahanya. Si suami pun menjelaskan hal yang sama kepada isterinya.

Akhirnya setelah semuanya terbuka, Si isteri melihat tattoo bertuliskan "AIDS" pada 'anu' si suami.
Dengan ketakutan si isteri menanyakan tattooo tersebut. Namun dengan tenangnya si suami menjawab :
" Tenang Sayang... tulisan itu bukan bererti sesuatu yang menakutkan. Teruslah pegang..."
Setelah si anunya tegang dan memanjang maka tulisan AIDS menjadi 'ADIDAS'...

A dedication to those i love =)

2009-02-15T01:10:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8HizKutaKg

Bulushit

2009-02-14T16:41:00.001-08:00

i just had a weird dream. mother fucker bah itu. i got arrested by the cops pasal besigup. ahh shit! kima ehhh.
i was having my lunch with my friend Q (aqhari) pastu aku keluarkan sigup. the kaling which was the bos of the kadai offer aku some sigup but i said jangan tah cause i have my own cigar. aku masukan lah sigup dalam mulut. then kawan ku tunjuk2 arah someone.

Q : wie, ada org ah liat2. macam pulis usulnya.
Qwie : kenapakan? kau kacau ia ka yg sampai kau takut ni?
Q : tani ani wah besigup.

after sii Q cakap catu aku tarus liat siring. ahh gila basar badan pulis tu. bediri sudah ia sebalah ku. dalam mimpi ku tu, aku tarus lari. pulis tu bubut lah tapi ia inda tebubut. bla bla bla bla.
few minutes later, aku jumpa dorang kawan ku yg lain (izzat, khairi and saswi) aku gitau dorang what happened tapi dorang buat macam nada saja. bla bla bla at the end of the mimpi before ku bangun, i was walking arah siring jalan raya on my way to the police station kan serah diri. HAHAHAHA.

Untitled

2009-02-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

I'm still thinking what subject should I take. I mean upgrade. But for sure I aint gonna take biology and A.maths again. My grade for both subject lawa banar "UNGRADED". I've been thinking, I'm going to take this 4 subjects, physics, chemistry, mathematics and geography. Tapi aku inda sekulah. I must take atleast 6 subjects. When the teacher told me that I was like"wtf?! Baie tu eh" so i asked my mother. My mom cakap baiktah ambil ugama. Dalam hati i dont want pasal aku inda suka wah but maybe aku ambil. "listen to what your parents say" now those words are my key to success. I'm going to retake bahasa melayu since i got it C5. Banci ku. English pulang B =_=
I'm not going to take June exam. 2 months is not enough for me to recall everything. I aim for sixth form. No MTSSR and MKJB. My life wont be the same if i were in that kind of school. I mean I will change from a half man half beast to a no man fully beast =/
seriously saying, aku malu. Ani first time aku fail. Now, I have to spend my 6 years of life in Muda Hashim. Short hairs lagi. Urghh sasak ku. Now I have to go gundul again. But I'm okay with it. New year new me. I know it is kinda late to say that. But just you wait, I wont be the same =)

TAGGED by Abg Ajik

2009-02-01T19:38:00.000-08:00

1.Do you think you're hot?

-i don't think so =)

2.Upload a favourite picture of you

-

3.Why you like that picture?

- because i love it =_=

4.When was the last time you ate pizza?

- entah. i don't remember.

5.The last song you listen to.

- awake by secondhand serenade

6.What are you doing now besides this?

- main game l4d

7.What name do you prefer besides yours?

- mmm abang kalii

8.Tag 3 people.

-1. Danial
2. Fiezah
3. Asri

9.Who is number 1?

- kawan. we used to be classmate =)

10.Number 2 is having a relationship with who?

- mmm entah. idk.

11.Say something about number 5.

- wtf?! i tagged 3 people only =_=

12.How about number 4?

- =_=

13.Who is number 3?

- he's a friend of mine. he's a great shuffler =D adore his move

pfffttttttttt

2009-02-01T19:32:00.000-08:00

there are things that i cant tell or say. i wish that thing was just a dream. how would you fell if my mom made fun of your mother? it hurts a lot dudes!!!
my stuff are taken, then so what? i deserve it!! my phone is taken away. no laptop. i'm cool with it. i failed so i do deserve it. just tell your mother PLEASE not to make fun of my mother.
i cant just keep sitting here doing nothing. urghhhh please understand me guys! please, i'm begging!

qwie melb. my 1st try

2009-01-23T23:03:00.000-08:00

video :

link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgcIUyuw368

another new video

2009-01-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

here's a new video lagi. lama pulang sudah banarnya. masa new year eve wah ni. hahaha

link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDfO9FsRZW4

video :

connecting people

2009-01-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

here's the new video

and here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUnh2CXq5yU

compliments

2009-01-18T02:39:00.000-08:00

sejujurnya aku biasa sudah dipuji. HAHAHAHA. babi, adaka bangga. mm yesterday, arah birthday party kawan adiku. for the 1st time benda atu aku dangar and dituju kan untuk aku.
do i really look like a korean? i was macam is she for real? or maybe matanya yg kabur. adaka org korea itam? hahaha. pelik tapi benar. kweng3. maybe pasal rambut ku kali. hahaha.
kemarin tu, aku RASA lah, rambut ku tah paling panjang. hahah. i mean for the men and boys lah. pasal ku liat rambut dorang semua pindik2.
atu bah, adaka aku sedih pasal kana reject bini2, HAHAHA palui. saya setia kali. sayang ku girlfriend ku. sumpah ku nada becakap sama bini2 lain kemarin. ada pulang adiku bagi tau aku yg ada orang ambil gambar ku tapi aku inda tau lah if benda tu banar or inda. mmm kalau banar pun biar tia. asalkan ia bahagia.
aku nampak 2 jelama lampuh bauta. anu masa ku sekulah dulu ia selalu teriak2 "Qawi suka Dayah!" ehh banci jua ku tu. tau sudah lampuh. macam babi lagi tu. mun rating bida nya wah aku bagi 100/10. kalau rating lawa -100000000000000/10.
eee gali tah ku. tau sudah cawir perasaan lawa lagi. pikirnya cute kali. buleh lah ku sama ia kalau ia kurus macam aku dalam masa 1 minggu. pebaik tah putung lamak ahh, tapi mesti pakai duitnya bukan duit bapanya.
atuatu, aku buat moonwalk pasal kawan ku suruh buat, sekali semua tia tapuk tangan. malu i. HAHAHAHA.
eshh mama sii wafiy balik2 ia cakap aku handsome. adaka patut. inda ia tau ka yg indung ku makin kambang. hahaha. talurrrrr ehh.
bah assalam!

lalalalalala

2009-01-16T20:12:00.000-08:00

some says keluar bulan 2, some says keluar bulan 1 (21st or 27th) ayaaaaaaa, mana yg lurus ni kan. kabak2 sudah ku. mudahan tah ku pass ehh. mun repeat mmm mati lah aku. makan free lah dorang cousin2 ku. huhuhuh.
apani, lama sudah ku inda update.
yay! karang ada party. happy birthday yg ke entah. i dont know why aku kana jamput. hahaha.Dk Amal Wafiqah, inda ku kenal jelama ani.mm biar tia, datang makan, main bouncer then balik.
yayyyyyyyy, sudah ku update. hohohoh. ngaleh sudah ku yo nambah2 sini ani. tunggu tah nanti, tunggu ku ada idea.

IMVU

2009-01-06T21:48:00.000-08:00

i just started playing this game. i thought macam adventure rupanya macam mini firday. huhuhh. tapi addicted ku main. HAHAHAA.
babi ehh. i dont know why. maybe pasal buleh dapat ramai kawan atu kali. i know this game lama sudah wujud. tapi aku wah baru main. ketinggalan wah aku ahh. hahahaha.
yesterday, chatting sama org german. kan mati english nya. susah ku paham then lapas tu dari canada and california. ehh kan mati. takut pulang ku english ku yg pacah.
adakka org Brunei masih main game atu? lonely jua ku tu. haha.
to be honest, aku rasa game ani buleh improve something. improve english ku kali. haha.

you BITCH!!!

2009-01-05T03:02:00.001-08:00

i can take this no more! i aint gonna let you have a happy life bitch! for all i had done and gave, this is how you repay me? ohhh bitch, you are so not gonna like it. you'll pray that you were never born to this fucking world. i know you'll read this. so just be prepared.
im gonna crush your pussy just like i crush my toys. i will fuck it hard and yeah you'll beg for more. dont ya worry bitch.

for what you had done, i aint gonna forgive you! i will hunt you. if i died, i will your worst nightmare ever!!! muahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! babi punya orang!

memories

2009-01-04T16:45:00.000-08:00

i found this photo arah almari lama. hoohohoho. i have some photos lagi tapi sudah ku kan upload balik2 load page error. sanak ku. so ani tah saja yg ku dapat upload. huhuhu. i'll try to upload some lagi gambar2 ku masa damit.

me and her

2009-01-04T16:27:00.000-08:00

it started on the 1st January 2009. wohoooooooooo. bangga. kweng kweng kweng. mmm honestly, i didn't proposed her. well, i don't do propose propose stuff. dari dulu sudah keraja ku is waiting.
being with her is totally different, macam i just caant stop thinking about her. some people call it angau tapi indakan angau sampai bebulan bulan. huahauhuah. i guess this is love. kweng kweng kweng. cinta itu buta. if kau bida your partner mesti buta so they dont know yg kau tu bida. hahaha. apakan? out out!
she, the one i love, is macam nyawa ku sendiri. im afraid of losing her. kami putus for 3 times sudah. huhuhuhu. kami putus tu pun pasal aku. then kemarin mudahan tah aku inda buat ia marah.
mmm ia cakap aku sensitive. sejujurnya i AM sensitive. yg paling sensitive is mata ku. hahahaha. mata ku patang kalau inda belair. dangar lagu nasyid belair, dangar orang baca al-quraan lawa suaranya pun mata ku belair. sensitive banaiiiiiiiiiiiii. ada lah lagi yg buat mata ku belair. hohohoohohohoh,
well, to her i love, i love you so much. i dont what did you do to me. maybe you you bomoh me to love you because babe, you're the only girl i love!

Happy New Year =D

2008-12-31T21:45:00.001-08:00

1st January 2009. like other people jua, aku pun nada azam baru taun ani. inda ku tepikir apa. mmmmmmm ehh ada. aku mau bangun awal kalau kan sekulah. selalu nya aku bangun pukul 6, this year aku maun bangun pukul awal sikit. pukul 5.59am lahhh. huahuahuahuahau.
last night was great. well inda pulang special. i went to my cousin's house di penabai, dorang kareoke tapi ada tahlil. weird? aku pun inda tau kenapa. yatah tanda kan kiamat sudah tu kali. huhuhuhu
well, mmm my legs hurt, badan ku sakit. segala2 nya sakit. kan shuffle pun sakit. mesti diganting baru kali kaki ku ani. huahauah.
ohh yeahhh, i've been thinking lately, kan gundul jua ku balik, tapi malas jua ku. samak wah sudah rasanya. rimas ku rimas! ghahaha.
few days lagi lonely tah ku di rumah ni. mudahan tah ku dapat keraja atu. banar2 ku ni kan keraja ah. buring wah sudah ku di rumahni. macam tunggul wahh. buntu utak ku inda buat apa2. hunting babi lagi befaedah kali daripada ku duduk saja dalam rumah ani.
babi punya orang. bosannnnnnnnnnnnnn i!
i missed the party arah empire kemarin pasal no transport kesana and mama ku inda suruh. kalau ku kan jalan2 mesti sama cousin. if nada cousin inda lapas. kweng kweng kweng. well, thank god, aku ada dua orang cousin yg gila anu tebabi babi saja. i spent my last year's holidays with them. i'm going to miss all the good times. hohohoho.
i wish i could go back to the pasty and i wish i was a kid again =/

proof that i'm not gundul lagi =D

2008-12-31T21:36:00.000-08:00

lalalalalalala~

i'm confused =/

2008-12-26T17:55:00.001-08:00

im so damn fcuking confused with my feeling right now. this love thingy is killing. now theres 3 girls inside my head. i hate it when this happen. let me just call them A, B and C.
i tried not to tell lies to all of them but im afraid that i'll break their heart.
honestly, i love all of them but i love A more. well, actually A's my exgirlfriend. B, she told me that she's being waiting for me for many months sudah. and C, mm entah. this part, aku banar2 bangang =S
oh god, i dont want to be the old me. enough with the breaking heart thing. i wish there was something i could do to run away from this love love thingy.

Mall

2008-12-22T03:03:00.000-08:00

i went to the mall kemarin with my cousins, wafiy and haziq. gila kemarin tu macam inda pedah rasanya bejalan. sakit saja kaki ku. tapi adalah yg baik happened. i met my exclassmate sii amal. HAHAHA. gila! my 2nd crush. and aku jumpa dorang sii dhirah jua. huahuahuahau. classmate masa nursery. i miss them so much! kalau buleh tah ku paluk dorang ah.

i've been waiting for my days sudah kan jumpa sii zah. and kemarin baru tah ku jumpa. mmm entahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. no comment. gila cousin ku adaka cakap pasal lift. eshh gila. huahuahuahua. aku ni suci daripada benda benda yg suci. ehh mun paham bisai. i took some photos pulang. mmmm nanti tah ku upload kemari. basaar bah size nya.

apa lagi ahh, atu ada bini2 arah TA bla bla, gila lawa! HAHAHAHA. balik2 ku liat. mati gila kali ia ketawakan aku. eshh ada this budak lelaki. dia PEGANG "anu" ku dapan2 bini2 atu. bagi malu kali, huhuhu. kana ketawakan bah. i met bnayak teachers from muda hashim. aku kan show off rambut ku panjang dapan dorang tapi takut ku aku kana sumpah fail oleh dorang. mun fail ada tia chance dorang kan gunting rambut ku. inda bah ku mau gundul lagi. i sayang you my hair! huahuahuhauahua.

shuffle arah mall pun nada mood ku. buat video sekajap saja lah. again i nampak one step sucker and TB (teeny booper) arah mall. shuffle one step and pakai baju baxx yg fake and PHD fake. HAHAHA. barigali. adaka bangga. kweng3. bali arah bingo. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Yesterday. Mall. pictures

2008-12-22T02:58:00.000-08:00

dalam jamban rizqun kali kami begambar. HAHAHAHA

Technologic

2008-12-18T19:34:00.001-08:00

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it.

Touch it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it.

Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,

Ada lagi photos

2008-12-18T18:50:00.000-08:00

hahaha banyak bah.

Our crazy activity

2008-12-18T18:13:00.000-08:00

these pictures was taken by my cousin wafiy kemarin masa kami di pantai. yellow T is me. hahahahha.

errrrrrrrrrrrr my life not yours!

2008-12-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

my dad saw my photos tadi and he beceramah lagi. ehhh sasak ku tuuu. anu gambar ku kurik idung ahh, inda jua masuk tu. di luar2 atu jua saja. eeeeeeee buduhhhhhhh ina!

babah : gambar atu menunjuk kan diri seseorang atu bah tu qawi ehh.
qwie : biar tia bah. inda jua gambar atu ngacau org tu.
babah : banar pulang. inda awi malu ka?
qwie : bukan bah masuk banar2.
babah : baik tukar gambar atu!
qwie : gambar yg macam mana lagi?
babah : manasaja. jangan saja kurik idung.
qwie : bah gambar cani buleh? *i put my finger inside my mouth and buat mata lanji.
babah : hahaha. antam. capie2 saja.

LOL. i never take things seriously. gahahaha. bila bah saya mai insaf.

Qwie, Azax And Wafiy

2008-12-17T02:31:00.000-08:00

this is kami punya video yg pertama. HAHAHAHA kabal kali kami ani. =P

here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wt5Ca4k8jBE

and here's the video

Pictures Of Today Di Rumah

2008-12-15T05:24:00.000-08:00

i dont know apa ada arah kepala ku, mmmm i took some photos before aku jalan tadi pakai webcam lagi tu. AHAHAHA picture yg ke-4 cawirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

APADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2008-12-15T02:14:00.000-08:00

weird people nowadays. i'm seeing people wearing weird stuff like suspender. i know atu barang shuffle. but do they really need to show off? gHAHAHA.
dont blame me if aku umpat kamu. and emos, lagi pelik. pakai calak. apatah tu? barigali. mihirrrrrrrr kaliiiiiiiiiii. huahuauhhauahua.
and lastly, punk? apa NAZI? ewwwwwwwww peeeeeeeeeeeeeelisssssssssssssssssssssssss. anti gov? better jangan jadi org Bruneiiiiiii.
c'mon people, we're Bruneian not European. hahah. some may dyed their hair (including me) maybe to show off, maybe to tell the world that they enjoy their life. well who cares?
as if for me, i dyed my hair pasal aku entah. dye saja2. bodohhhh me! haha.

ehhh i went to the mall today. i saw Gneo. i thought he was kurus. rupanya chubby. hahaha. well not that gemuk. my friends tadi was krek banar. talurrrrrrrrrrrrrr main taie idung. not taie idung kami. imaginary taie idung. hahahahh. we watch twilight. nada siuk. buringgg. trailor nya saja rugged. mun aku jadi sii edward lama sudah ku gigit bini2 atu. dapan main. HAHAHAHA
liat orang shuffle tadi. gatal rasa kaki ku bah kan shuffle. mana tahan! im so in love with shuffle. i SAYANG you shuffle. hahahaha.
ahhh ummm apa lagi aa? i met teacher susilawati tadi, ia lambai. then we lambai balik. hapannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i dont even know why i'm doing these stuff di sini? hohohohohoohohoho.
adiossssssssssssssssssssssssss.

Yesterday And Today

2008-12-13T04:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! hahahah. well i just masuk 16 yesterday. kemarin was fun lahhh. nothing made me down. gila, payah bah ku tidur. every 5 minutes mesti ada message. hahah. sakit fun happy. it made me special ahh. i realize ada jua org sayang aku and menghargi diri ku yg serba kekurangan ani. huhuhuhu. ohhh well, thanks to ejul for the $9 credit yg kau transfer and sorry yoo, aku nada di rumah. hahahah.

mmm i slept at my cousin's house kemarin and balik hari ani. gilaaaaaaaaa yoooooo, siukkk. mati akhir wah tidur. my cousins main dota tu inda lagi ingat jam. and aku rasa macam ahh ani isuk abis dorang main ni. but the game ended pukul 4 lalu. then tadi before balik ke tutong kami singgah ke Jerudong park lagi. buat video shuffle. hahaha. ngalihh bah. i am going to upload it nanti tapi lapas ku edit ahh. aku tunggu sony vegas lagi. cant wait yooooo.

today, i miss wafi's birthday party. well man, happy 14th birthday. wish you all the best. errr empty lagi. so adios people.

Bazz Ft. Q'wie

2008-12-10T22:15:00.000-08:00

Qwie's Dedication

2008-12-10T22:11:00.000-08:00

Iklan Budi

2008-12-10T21:38:00.000-08:00

nyehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i watched the video 'Budi. Teh Tarik Asli. Banar." that video was baie budah banar. sakit parut ku. i dont know apa yang cali tapi buduh lahhh.
ohh well mmm my plan for today is nada. just maybe karang jalan tu my cousin's house di terunjing. baca yasin and everything since ia baru kan pindah.

anyone expert pasal this blog thingy please help me yooooooo. inda ku tau ni cana kan edit2 ahhhhhh. sakit yooo kepala ku oleh nya.
i wanna put my videos di sini, some pictures but i dont know howwwwwwwwwwwwwww =( huhuhuhuhu. so yeah, do teach me!!!

If Life Is So Short

2008-12-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

Isn't it funny
How times seems to slip away
So fast
One minute you're happy
The other you're sad
But if you give me one more chance
To show my love for you is true
I'll stand by your side
Your whole life trough
If life is short
Why won't you let me love you
Before we run out of time
If love is so strong
Why won't you take the chance
Before our time has come
If life is so short
If life is so short
Love is a word that explains
How I feel for you
And when you're in my arms
All my dreams come true
And when you're not around
You can't hardly see
These tears that I'm crying
Now are for you to be with me
If life is short
Why won't you let me love you
Before we run out of time
If love is so strong
Why won't you take the chance
Before our time has come
If life is so short
If life is so short

buyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i LOVE this song!!! ghahahaha

What I Did.

2008-12-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

mmmmmmmm i went to the mosque tadi for sembayang raya awal pagi tadi and i was so sleepy. then aku jalan lagi pasal aku jadi AJK for the korbon thingy. wahahaha banyak bah kepala kerabau ampai2. bagi kan menarajang wah rasa ku.
sepatutnya being the AJK ni banyak keraja tapi aku inda, keraja ku liat bini2 and ngumpat plus ada jua lah buat benda haram sikit2. hohohohoho.
i took some photos tapi i cant post it here due to the lagging-nest. grrrrrrrrr banci i.
ohhh yahhh, i met some of my exclassmate tadi. they were so funny. man, i miss them a lot.
ada yg makin pindikk, errr aku makin panjang or dorang yg makin pindik. confuse2 and none yg ku liat tinggi dari aku. wahahaha.
now my head's empty. what to do? i dont know.
adiossss. haliluyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
peace out =)

My First Post

2008-12-06T00:42:00.000-08:00

ehhhhhhhhhh uhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know what to type. my first blog mmmm yeahh the first. i'll post more stupid things here nanti. peace out =)