i'm confused =/

im so damn fcuking confused with my feeling right now. this love thingy is killing. now theres 3 girls inside my head. i hate it when this happen. let me just call them A, B and C.
i tried not to tell lies to all of them but im afraid that i'll break their heart.
honestly, i love all of them but i love A more. well, actually A's my exgirlfriend. B, she told me that she's being waiting for me for many months sudah. and C, mm entah. this part, aku banar2 bangang =S
oh god, i dont want to be the old me. enough with the breaking heart thing. i wish there was something i could do to run away from this love love thingy.